I don't think most use the work "funk" much anymore. It's not a medical or atmospheric term that means exactly the same to everyone. And for God's sake it has Disco connotations!
But, this is how I have been feeling the past few days. I hit the sack (went to bed) at 7:30 last night after an exhausting day with little accomplished. It felt like a mix of depression, stress, boredom, and old age. A toxic mix, but a curable one. Finances are stressors right now, and after dealing with my first exchange folks at AARP RX, their Part D Medicare program and changing my auto insurance to save some money, some of what I was feeling can be blamed for misinformation, long on-hold sessions with irritating music, and trying to make sure that the steps I take are in the proper sequences so I don't jeopardize my health, and/or safety. And I'm only on one prescription. I felt concern for those who have multfiple prescriptions and doses to worry about and who are not assertive or patient enough to ask hard questions, over and over again.
Well today the sun out. My Mexico dreams are on hold until a bit more dust settles in my life. I still have no strength, but will try to get Pappy out for a 3 mile walk in a little while. I think exercise helps build my stamina no matter how tired or weak I might feel. So, off I go with Pappy.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
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